Sad. Maybe lonely. Also out of processing cycles due to scheduling and arranging and managing and making sure there's something for dinner every night. Having a cold all the time both makes me feel depressed - I think it's some combination of not sleeping as well, being in pain, and echoes of fear surrounding being in pain.
Many ergs of mental energy are being used on real estate at the moment. There are both too many choices, and not enough uncomplicated choices.
Right now, my spouse is much occupied with other things. Marriage is a partnership, and heaven knows I have been on the other side of the neediness seesaw (see also: those two years of being sick, pregnant, sick of being pregnant, or pregnant and sick). Still: something to be endured.